Do I have to announce this to the world? Well, the reality slaps on my face that I'm still single. Though all my friends know that I'm not looking for someone but the truth is I do. It's just that it isn't obvious and I don't want them to know that every single minute of the day I'm looking for someone to love and to share my life with (only in my mind). Thank God, at least nobody reads what am I thinking or else she/he might think that I'm truly desperate. (waahhh!)
Peers and friends think that I'm tough coz I can go out alone, no dating, no flirts and always stay at home watching movies and Korean/Taiwan drama. Hey, I always brag about my interests are not boring, enjoyable and thrifty. I don't think they knew me at all coz I'm super great pretentious. Yeah, pretending that I don't need a guy who will stand by me and spend my whole life with him. Dear, if they only knew that every single cold night I'm dreaming that this unknown guy would come and rescue me from my misery. If they only knew that I wish I can share all my fears, my sadness, my happy moments, my funny times, my sweet thoughts, my weird ideas, senseless words, silly opinion to this unknown guy of mine. Does it sound really hopeless?
Did you know that? (This is trivia). Did you know that I always think that I always dream of all the Korean/Taiwan drama would be somewhat the same with my love story? Geeezzz, I know it is not that simple as living my life is very complicated. Things always come the way I don't want it but still I have to cope up with it no matter how painful or hard it is. Come to think of it, living a life the way we want is enjoyable and makes us treasure our fulfilled dreams.
Did you know that… being single in my thirty years, I learned many things.
One, betrayal from your loved ones is the most painful wound you've ever experienced in your life. It feels like you can't bear it nevertheless you have to endure it. Two, forgiving is love's toughest work, and love's biggest risk. To forgive is to dance to the beat of God's forgiving heart. To forgive is to set a prisoner free and discover that the prisoner was you. (That's what I learned from God's Daily Bread and from my everyday struggling for life). Three, no matter how many times you fall, be brave enough to rise even if it is you alone. Don't think false hopes that there is someone who will save you from it wishing he is your shining armor. Four, don't be sad, don't get mad, just enjoy every moment of being single, who knows, you may not experience the things you are doing now if you have significant others. Five, trust and respect can be earned. It isn't easy to give to one another. It is a process that everyone has to go through before you learn to trust and respect yourself and others. Six, it's okay if you always do mistakes in your life but remember not to do the same mistake. Because that only means, you never grow and never learn from it. Seven, don't lose faith and hope in finding your true love even if it takes forever, it's worth waiting because that is your true and lasting love that will make you happy the most. Eight, cherish every moment you have with your family, friends and colleagues. Don’t wait for another day to come, or a week, or a month, or a year. Just enjoy every single moment with them. . You might regret it in the future if you didn't make your most effort.
Saturday, December 20, 2008
Monday, December 8, 2008
Cut and Paste
THE ORIGINAL QUOTE
If you love someone,Set her free...
If she comes back, she's yours,I
f she doesn't, she never was.....
THE NEW VERSIONS R.....
Pessimist:
If you love someone,Set her free ...
If she ever comes back, she's yours,
If she doesn't, as expected, she never was
Optimist:
If you love someone,Set her free ...
Don't worry, she will come back.
Suspicious:
If you love someone,Set her free ...
If she ever comes back, ask her why.
Impatient:
If you love someone,Set her free ...
If she doesn't come back within some time forget her.
Patient:
If you love someone, Set her free ...
If she doesn't come back,continue to wait until she comes back ...
Playful:
If you love someone,Set her free ...
If she comes back, and if you love her still,set her free again, repeat ....
C++ Programmer:
if(you-love( m_she))m_she.free()
if(m_she == NULL)m_she = new CShe;
Animal-Rights Activist:
If you love someone,Set her free,
In fact, all living creatures deserve to be free!!
Lawyers:
If you love someone,Set her free,
Clause 1a of Paragraph 13a-1 in the Second Amendment of the Matrimonial Freedom
Biologist :
If you love someone,Set her free,
She'll evolve.
Statisticians :
If you love someone,Set her free,
If she loves you, the probability of her coming back is high
If she doesn't, your relation was improbable anyway.
Schwarzenegger' s fans:
If you love someone,Set her free,SHE'LL BE BACK!
Over possessive person :
If you love someone don't set her free.
MBA :
If you love someone set her free
instantaneously and look for others simultaneously
Psychologist :
If you love someoneset her free, If she comes back her super ego is dominant
If she doesn't come back her id is supreme
If she doesn't go, she must be crazy.
Somnabulist :
If you love someoneset her free, If she comes back it's a nightmare
If she doesn't, you must be dreaming.
ERP functional expert :
If you love someoneset her free, If she comes back, map her into your system
If she doesn't, carry out a gap-fit analysis
Finance expert :
If you love someoneset her free, If she comes back, its time to look for fresh loans
If she doesn't, write her off as an asset gone bad.
Marketing Specialist :
If you love someoneset her free, If she comes back she has brand loyalty
If she doesn't, reposition the brand in new market
But before i leave...
Here, i SAVE the Last Dance for You
Friday, November 21, 2008
Sabi ni Bobby Ong
Ayon kay Bob Ong:
1. "Kung hindi mo mahal ang isang tao, wag ka nang magpakita ng motibo para mahalin ka nya.."
2. "Huwag mong bitawan ang bagay na hindi mo kayang makitang hawak ng iba."
3. "Huwag mong hawakan kung alam mong bibitawan mo lang."
4. "Huwag na huwag ka hahawak kapag alam mong may hawak ka na."
5. "Parang elevator lang yan eh, bakit mo pagsisiksikan ung sarili mo kung walang pwesto para sayo. Eh meron naman hagdan, ayaw mo lang pansinin."
6. "Kung maghihintay ka nang lalandi sayo, walang mangyayari sa buhay mo.. Dapat lumandi ka din."
7. "Pag may mahal ka at ayaw sayo, hayaan mo. Malay mo sa mga susunod na araw ayaw mo na din sa kanya, naunahan ka lang."
8. "Hiwalayan na kung di ka na masaya. Walang gamot sa tanga kundi pagkukusa."
9. "Pag hindi ka mahal ng mahal mo wag ka magreklamo. Kasi may mga tao rin na di mo mahal pero mahal ka.. Kaya quits lang."
10. "Kung dalawa ang mahal mo, piliin mo yung pangalawa. Kasi hindi ka naman magmamahal ng iba kung mahal mo talaga yung una."
11. "Hindi porke't madalas mong ka-chat, kausap sa telepono, kasama sa mga lakad o ka-text ng wantusawa eh may gusto sayo at magkakatuluyan kayo. Meron lang talagang mga taong sadyang friendly, sweet, flirt, malandi, pa-fall o paasa."
12. "Huwag magmadali sa babae o lalaki. Tatlo, lima, sampung taon, mag-iiba ang pamantayan mo at maiisip mong hindi pala tamang pumili ng kapareha dahil lang maganda o nakakalibog ito. Totong mas mahalaga ang kalooban ng tao higit sa anuman. Sa paglipas ng panahon, maging ang mga crush ng bayan nagmumukha ding pandesal, maniwala ka."
13. "Minsan kahit ikaw ang nakaschedule, kailangan mo pa rin maghintay, kasi hindi ikaw ang priority."
14. "Mahirap pumapel sa buhay ng tao. Lalo na kung hindi ikaw yung bida sa script na pinili nya."
As my friend says, no.6 really fits me. Ouch!! Ganon? Do i have to start flirting na? Well, who's the unlucky guy? Ewww? I don't even know how.
Can someone help me?
1. "Kung hindi mo mahal ang isang tao, wag ka nang magpakita ng motibo para mahalin ka nya.."
2. "Huwag mong bitawan ang bagay na hindi mo kayang makitang hawak ng iba."
3. "Huwag mong hawakan kung alam mong bibitawan mo lang."
4. "Huwag na huwag ka hahawak kapag alam mong may hawak ka na."
5. "Parang elevator lang yan eh, bakit mo pagsisiksikan ung sarili mo kung walang pwesto para sayo. Eh meron naman hagdan, ayaw mo lang pansinin."
6. "Kung maghihintay ka nang lalandi sayo, walang mangyayari sa buhay mo.. Dapat lumandi ka din."
7. "Pag may mahal ka at ayaw sayo, hayaan mo. Malay mo sa mga susunod na araw ayaw mo na din sa kanya, naunahan ka lang."
8. "Hiwalayan na kung di ka na masaya. Walang gamot sa tanga kundi pagkukusa."
9. "Pag hindi ka mahal ng mahal mo wag ka magreklamo. Kasi may mga tao rin na di mo mahal pero mahal ka.. Kaya quits lang."
10. "Kung dalawa ang mahal mo, piliin mo yung pangalawa. Kasi hindi ka naman magmamahal ng iba kung mahal mo talaga yung una."
11. "Hindi porke't madalas mong ka-chat, kausap sa telepono, kasama sa mga lakad o ka-text ng wantusawa eh may gusto sayo at magkakatuluyan kayo. Meron lang talagang mga taong sadyang friendly, sweet, flirt, malandi, pa-fall o paasa."
12. "Huwag magmadali sa babae o lalaki. Tatlo, lima, sampung taon, mag-iiba ang pamantayan mo at maiisip mong hindi pala tamang pumili ng kapareha dahil lang maganda o nakakalibog ito. Totong mas mahalaga ang kalooban ng tao higit sa anuman. Sa paglipas ng panahon, maging ang mga crush ng bayan nagmumukha ding pandesal, maniwala ka."
13. "Minsan kahit ikaw ang nakaschedule, kailangan mo pa rin maghintay, kasi hindi ikaw ang priority."
14. "Mahirap pumapel sa buhay ng tao. Lalo na kung hindi ikaw yung bida sa script na pinili nya."
As my friend says, no.6 really fits me. Ouch!! Ganon? Do i have to start flirting na? Well, who's the unlucky guy? Ewww? I don't even know how.
Can someone help me?
Friday, November 7, 2008
For Him
It's been four years now, and the feelings are still the same. I still really miss you. I always try hard not to be sad and think only the good memories that we'd shared.
I still clearly remember how we met in a conference that our company held. We didn't know each other due to different lines of work. I only knew your name from my friend who happened to be your friend also.
I don't know if fate interfered. The management were formed us into one group which gave us time to know better and much closer. I still remember, when we were having a coffee break, one of your teammate asked me what my type of guy is. I quickly replied, "Of course, I want him to be hard working, thoughtful and he has sense of humor. It should be with same age or at least five years older than me but not ten years ahead of me". Then I noticed all of your teammates stared at you. We never knew that time that your teammates were planning and playing cupid on us. We didn't know who gave them the idea! Why? Because I have love plan that time! And that is to make my long waited crush to fall for me. But it was not you!
Fate interfered again. Or is it your younger brother and teammates again? We were given a tasked to cook for them, to create a mini proposal project. I hate what peers (our bosses, colleagues and friends) were doing. They're all keeping their eyes on us, seriously watching us. I knew it so I planned my counter attack. My childish thing arose, I gave you a plastic toy cockroach coz I heard you are totally scared of it! And voila! I scared you to death! Ha-ha-ha. You even had a nightmare, you dreamt of me holding the cockroach while chasing you! That was made you get mad at me.
Our bosses interfered again. We were given a project that we would work for seven months together!
To make the story short, we started to know each other better. Oy! Your funny jokes were not somewhat corny with your matching heartily laugh. You also never forgot to bring or cook delicious food for me especially at night when I didn’t have the time to prepare it myself. And on my birthday, you sang my favorite song while playing the guitar (you're not really prepared, huh!) Wow! I never realized I started to like you. After four months, we mutually agreed to build a serious relationship. You became more thoughtful and loving boyfriend and bestfriend as ever.
Then one day, I secretly asked my boss to transfer me to another project because I wanted a more challenging one and pursued my own career. I knew you never liked the idea but then you tried hard to understand me. You let me do the things I wanted to do even if it would cost our separation.
After four months of exchanging letters and chatting via internet, we did get a chance to meet again. We planned to introduce our relationship to our families.
We were supposed to meet in Manila but never happened. And will never be happened again. I got a call from my boss that you're totally gone. You had a car accident on the way to our meeting place. I felt my heart shattered into pieces, felt numb, thinking that it was just a nightmare!
It's been four years, but still the feelings are still the same. You never knew that during the time when were not seeing each other I had a stick pad always with me and every time I think of something to share with you, I quickly wrote it. I told myself I would give all my small notes (be it senseless or what) the next time we meet. You never knew how much I missed you and am still missing you.
I was surprise when your sister in law told me that you already informed your parents that you were planning to get married and were planning a marriage proposal to me.
You never knew the feeling of opening your eyes every morning and trying to find a hundred reasons to live and breathe.
I was hoping that it was you who wiped my tears and touched my hair when I was crying at night. Or was it just a dream? But I knew it was you.
There were times I asked God why this should be happened. Why is it that my love is not enough for you to stay with me? Until now, I couldn't find an answer. My friends kept telling me that maybe there's a better and right guy for me. But how could I choose a better guy when I finally found the best in you?
I knew you're not happy with what you're seeing right now. Believe me, I'm trying very hard to be happy everyday because I know this is what you want and what I want, too. However, I know you're proud of me because I am brave enough to face the challenges of life. I will never disappoint you, my dear. Though, there were times when I want to give up but I know that there's life ahead of me, that you will never give up (on your own way)on finding and making me happy.
Maybe God has a best plan for me. I don't know yet but I know he has coz I know He wants me to be happy, too.
I still clearly remember how we met in a conference that our company held. We didn't know each other due to different lines of work. I only knew your name from my friend who happened to be your friend also.
I don't know if fate interfered. The management were formed us into one group which gave us time to know better and much closer. I still remember, when we were having a coffee break, one of your teammate asked me what my type of guy is. I quickly replied, "Of course, I want him to be hard working, thoughtful and he has sense of humor. It should be with same age or at least five years older than me but not ten years ahead of me". Then I noticed all of your teammates stared at you. We never knew that time that your teammates were planning and playing cupid on us. We didn't know who gave them the idea! Why? Because I have love plan that time! And that is to make my long waited crush to fall for me. But it was not you!
Fate interfered again. Or is it your younger brother and teammates again? We were given a tasked to cook for them, to create a mini proposal project. I hate what peers (our bosses, colleagues and friends) were doing. They're all keeping their eyes on us, seriously watching us. I knew it so I planned my counter attack. My childish thing arose, I gave you a plastic toy cockroach coz I heard you are totally scared of it! And voila! I scared you to death! Ha-ha-ha. You even had a nightmare, you dreamt of me holding the cockroach while chasing you! That was made you get mad at me.
Our bosses interfered again. We were given a project that we would work for seven months together!
To make the story short, we started to know each other better. Oy! Your funny jokes were not somewhat corny with your matching heartily laugh. You also never forgot to bring or cook delicious food for me especially at night when I didn’t have the time to prepare it myself. And on my birthday, you sang my favorite song while playing the guitar (you're not really prepared, huh!) Wow! I never realized I started to like you. After four months, we mutually agreed to build a serious relationship. You became more thoughtful and loving boyfriend and bestfriend as ever.
Then one day, I secretly asked my boss to transfer me to another project because I wanted a more challenging one and pursued my own career. I knew you never liked the idea but then you tried hard to understand me. You let me do the things I wanted to do even if it would cost our separation.
After four months of exchanging letters and chatting via internet, we did get a chance to meet again. We planned to introduce our relationship to our families.
We were supposed to meet in Manila but never happened. And will never be happened again. I got a call from my boss that you're totally gone. You had a car accident on the way to our meeting place. I felt my heart shattered into pieces, felt numb, thinking that it was just a nightmare!
It's been four years, but still the feelings are still the same. You never knew that during the time when were not seeing each other I had a stick pad always with me and every time I think of something to share with you, I quickly wrote it. I told myself I would give all my small notes (be it senseless or what) the next time we meet. You never knew how much I missed you and am still missing you.
I was surprise when your sister in law told me that you already informed your parents that you were planning to get married and were planning a marriage proposal to me.
You never knew the feeling of opening your eyes every morning and trying to find a hundred reasons to live and breathe.
I was hoping that it was you who wiped my tears and touched my hair when I was crying at night. Or was it just a dream? But I knew it was you.
There were times I asked God why this should be happened. Why is it that my love is not enough for you to stay with me? Until now, I couldn't find an answer. My friends kept telling me that maybe there's a better and right guy for me. But how could I choose a better guy when I finally found the best in you?
I knew you're not happy with what you're seeing right now. Believe me, I'm trying very hard to be happy everyday because I know this is what you want and what I want, too. However, I know you're proud of me because I am brave enough to face the challenges of life. I will never disappoint you, my dear. Though, there were times when I want to give up but I know that there's life ahead of me, that you will never give up (on your own way)on finding and making me happy.
Maybe God has a best plan for me. I don't know yet but I know he has coz I know He wants me to be happy, too.
A message from my bestfriend:
They say people come and go...
But the truth is...
No one really disappears from your life...
People never really leave...
Their roles just change.
Friday, October 31, 2008
A Tribute to my Mom
I was 14 years old then when my mom left us. That was my first broken heart and felt the feeling of insecurity and uncertainty. Questions were all rushing on my mind. Who's gonna take care of me, my dad and my siblings? Who's gonna wait for us at our home when we got back from school.
Although, I'm not a sweet and caring girl who often say the words, "I love you, Mom", but believe me I do. You're the best ever nanay in the world.
Whenever I was sad, you always made me laugh. You even acted as gay and impersonate fashion models just to make us laugh.
There was a time we walked around at 12pm just to find balut to eat for our midnight snack. Wow! Grabe trip ni nanay!
I also miss the perfect hug you had given to us whenever we were afraid of thunderstorms, the perfect care whenever we got sick and the perfect kiss whenever we were in trouble. Not to mention, you always cook each and everyone's favorite dishes even it was hard for you to budget my father's salary.
But I know, you're still watching us from heaven. I'm pretty sure, you always ask God not to put too much burden on us or that whenever we're in doubt, hurt or scared you and God hug us to ease the pain.
Don't worry mom, you can be proud of your children. Though, we're not together coz of our line of work, we always see to it that we're always be there for everyone whenever one of us has a problem. We always take care of tatay too, always understand and consider his feelings especially that he's too old now.
Don't worry mom, I'm not a crying baby anymore. Though, I cried at times, I become more and more brave to face challenges in life because you taught me how.
I miss you and I always love you, nanay.
Although, I'm not a sweet and caring girl who often say the words, "I love you, Mom", but believe me I do. You're the best ever nanay in the world.
Whenever I was sad, you always made me laugh. You even acted as gay and impersonate fashion models just to make us laugh.
There was a time we walked around at 12pm just to find balut to eat for our midnight snack. Wow! Grabe trip ni nanay!
I also miss the perfect hug you had given to us whenever we were afraid of thunderstorms, the perfect care whenever we got sick and the perfect kiss whenever we were in trouble. Not to mention, you always cook each and everyone's favorite dishes even it was hard for you to budget my father's salary.
But I know, you're still watching us from heaven. I'm pretty sure, you always ask God not to put too much burden on us or that whenever we're in doubt, hurt or scared you and God hug us to ease the pain.
Don't worry mom, you can be proud of your children. Though, we're not together coz of our line of work, we always see to it that we're always be there for everyone whenever one of us has a problem. We always take care of tatay too, always understand and consider his feelings especially that he's too old now.
Don't worry mom, I'm not a crying baby anymore. Though, I cried at times, I become more and more brave to face challenges in life because you taught me how.
I miss you and I always love you, nanay.
Monday, October 27, 2008
mY cOuRaGe cAkE
I really really miss you.
I'm so excited to bake a cake for you. I hope you will like it. Ann taught me how to bake a cake and I know this is simple task but this means a lot to me. I even called this cake a "courage cake" coz for some reasons. First, I disturbed Ann to teach me how to do that on our most precious holiday (when we were supposed to go for shopping).Second, I put all my efforts on baking a cake, as Ann said I was very serious while I was doing it. Third, this is my first time to prepare a cake for my very special love …. My three nephews (who else!).
I am longing to see you.
Hey, I have to wait for seven long months to go home and see you; and now I am making a to-do and where-to-go list for my one month vacation. The good news is: dyaraaaan…. I will spend my whole month vacation with you, my little princes!
Actually, this is my way of making it up with you. Remember, the last time I went home and spent my vacation. I went out with my friends most of the time and kept you waiting. My favorite nephew even slept on my bed, was waiting for me for long hours. I'm sorry, guys!
Anyway, here's my to-do and where-to-go list. I hope you'll love this. Any suggestions? You are free to do so. Just let me know, okay? Well, take a look at my list.
1. Visit the hometown of your mom and I. Wow, guys I'll show you the park where your mom and I used to play till sunset. Of course, our childhood is not complete, if I will not tell you how we climbed mango trees when were young! You bet! I remember, your mom was always scolding you whenever she saw you climbing the trees (Ha-ha-ha! Now, she knew what was our mother's feeling when we were doing that kind of thing!)
I'm so excited to bake a cake for you. I hope you will like it. Ann taught me how to bake a cake and I know this is simple task but this means a lot to me. I even called this cake a "courage cake" coz for some reasons. First, I disturbed Ann to teach me how to do that on our most precious holiday (when we were supposed to go for shopping).Second, I put all my efforts on baking a cake, as Ann said I was very serious while I was doing it. Third, this is my first time to prepare a cake for my very special love …. My three nephews (who else!).
I am longing to see you.
Hey, I have to wait for seven long months to go home and see you; and now I am making a to-do and where-to-go list for my one month vacation. The good news is: dyaraaaan…. I will spend my whole month vacation with you, my little princes!
Actually, this is my way of making it up with you. Remember, the last time I went home and spent my vacation. I went out with my friends most of the time and kept you waiting. My favorite nephew even slept on my bed, was waiting for me for long hours. I'm sorry, guys!
Anyway, here's my to-do and where-to-go list. I hope you'll love this. Any suggestions? You are free to do so. Just let me know, okay? Well, take a look at my list.
1. Visit the hometown of your mom and I. Wow, guys I'll show you the park where your mom and I used to play till sunset. Of course, our childhood is not complete, if I will not tell you how we climbed mango trees when were young! You bet! I remember, your mom was always scolding you whenever she saw you climbing the trees (Ha-ha-ha! Now, she knew what was our mother's feeling when we were doing that kind of thing!)
2. Visit Manila Zoo and Luneta Park – Aiyo! This is where my favorite nephew's favorite place. Come to think of it, maybe the animals from the Zoo are reminding him of his father and his relatives from father's side! (Joke! Peace, guys!).
3. Watching movies like Harry Potter, Lord of the Rings for the nth time. I'll never get bored watching movies with you, guys. I even am starting to collect dvd movies that suits your age.
4. How about eating irresistible barbecue, balut, kwek-kwek and tukneneng? I'll teach you also how to eat not-so ripe papaya with vinegar, or guava w/ vinegar. I'm sure, you're imagining how many mangoes w/ alamang or bagoong are we going to eat. Wow! Can't wait!
5. Hmmmm….wanna try stargazing at night from our rooftop and wait for the wishing star till we get stiff neck? He-he-he.
6. I'll teach you how to make a kite and make it fly high. (Nah, am I dreaming, I don't know how to do that!) But for you, I'll try or maybe I'll ask somebody to teach me first. Does anybody know how to do it? C'mon, I need your help.
7. Of course, how can I forget, your Jollibee's favorite chicken joy! Eat till you drop, guys!
8. I'm on a diet but for you, my dear ones, I'll forget it for the meantime coz…dyaraan… I'll join you in eating keloggs w/ milk on your midnight snack!
9. And… baking a courage cake for you! I know, only your mom can bake your favorite cake but don't underestimate me, huh. I'm 100% sure, you will love my mouth-watering cake. Oooohhhh.
I know this is not enough. Don't worry your pretty tita is still thinking of the ways how to make it more enjoyable and unforgettable.
Well, I just hope that I can make you happy, my princes. Though, I know you still want your mom besides you. Just try to understand, she's working hard in a foreign country (just like me) to give you a better life but then, always remember that she's always thinking of you everyday. The reason why she has the courage to live is because of you, my princes.
Can't wait to see ya!
I know this is not enough. Don't worry your pretty tita is still thinking of the ways how to make it more enjoyable and unforgettable.
Well, I just hope that I can make you happy, my princes. Though, I know you still want your mom besides you. Just try to understand, she's working hard in a foreign country (just like me) to give you a better life but then, always remember that she's always thinking of you everyday. The reason why she has the courage to live is because of you, my princes.
Can't wait to see ya!
Friday, October 17, 2008
Finally....
17 Oct 2008
9:30 p.m.
Nin Hao!
Finally…. I got the courage to publish what's in my mind.This is my very long time great wish since I was in high school…. That is to become a writer. Who cares??? Even if nobody wants to read my writings, even if nobody cares, who cares as long as I'm gonna fulfill one of my greatest dream. (ha-ha-ha). But there's one greatest wish that I wish it to happen. That is…… my greatest crush Wu Chun and Atom Araullo would visit my blog and make a comment on this (Wow). What do you think, huh? Nevertheless, this is enough, to be able to write what's on my mind and my heart is really a big success for me.
C'mon, guys. Bear with me. Does it sound overboard? This is me. And this is my first time to voice out my feelings, (whew!) Whatta great feeling! Wanting to know the real me. The reality inside my closet, he-he-he.Dyan dyarararan…
I am inviting you to join me with my melodramatic life, laugh with me, cry with me, fight with me and work hard with me.
Finally…after a long time, even nobody wants to listen what's inside me, I know someday, somehow there's someone out there who's gonna have an interest to get to know my real feelings. I am still waiting for that wonderful moment to happen…that there's someone who will never get tired to give me support, to listen to all my crazy thoughts, impossible ideas, radical opinions. Although, he will disagree but still he will try to understand.
Finally…after a long time, I become the real me. Though, my friends knew me that I am always brave and they even thought me that I have a cold heart with no emotions at all. They even thought me a Big brother, Ge, Pare or Kuya. Hey, do I look like a guy or a gay? Ewwww, guys, I'm 100% a lady (A-ha). Hey, I think my friends will never ever think that I can write my sentiments through this. (Ha-ha-ha!)
And finally, time for me to sign out. Till then, guys. Just wait for my upcoming small things to reveal from my messy closet. Gudnyt. Mwaaaaahhhh!!!
9:30 p.m.
Nin Hao!
Finally…. I got the courage to publish what's in my mind.This is my very long time great wish since I was in high school…. That is to become a writer. Who cares??? Even if nobody wants to read my writings, even if nobody cares, who cares as long as I'm gonna fulfill one of my greatest dream. (ha-ha-ha). But there's one greatest wish that I wish it to happen. That is…… my greatest crush Wu Chun and Atom Araullo would visit my blog and make a comment on this (Wow). What do you think, huh? Nevertheless, this is enough, to be able to write what's on my mind and my heart is really a big success for me.
C'mon, guys. Bear with me. Does it sound overboard? This is me. And this is my first time to voice out my feelings, (whew!) Whatta great feeling! Wanting to know the real me. The reality inside my closet, he-he-he.Dyan dyarararan…
I am inviting you to join me with my melodramatic life, laugh with me, cry with me, fight with me and work hard with me.
Finally…after a long time, even nobody wants to listen what's inside me, I know someday, somehow there's someone out there who's gonna have an interest to get to know my real feelings. I am still waiting for that wonderful moment to happen…that there's someone who will never get tired to give me support, to listen to all my crazy thoughts, impossible ideas, radical opinions. Although, he will disagree but still he will try to understand.
Finally…after a long time, I become the real me. Though, my friends knew me that I am always brave and they even thought me that I have a cold heart with no emotions at all. They even thought me a Big brother, Ge, Pare or Kuya. Hey, do I look like a guy or a gay? Ewwww, guys, I'm 100% a lady (A-ha). Hey, I think my friends will never ever think that I can write my sentiments through this. (Ha-ha-ha!)
And finally, time for me to sign out. Till then, guys. Just wait for my upcoming small things to reveal from my messy closet. Gudnyt. Mwaaaaahhhh!!!
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