I was 14 years old then when my mom left us. That was my first broken heart and felt the feeling of insecurity and uncertainty. Questions were all rushing on my mind. Who's gonna take care of me, my dad and my siblings? Who's gonna wait for us at our home when we got back from school.
Although, I'm not a sweet and caring girl who often say the words, "I love you, Mom", but believe me I do. You're the best ever nanay in the world.
Whenever I was sad, you always made me laugh. You even acted as gay and impersonate fashion models just to make us laugh.
There was a time we walked around at 12pm just to find balut to eat for our midnight snack. Wow! Grabe trip ni nanay!
I also miss the perfect hug you had given to us whenever we were afraid of thunderstorms, the perfect care whenever we got sick and the perfect kiss whenever we were in trouble. Not to mention, you always cook each and everyone's favorite dishes even it was hard for you to budget my father's salary.
But I know, you're still watching us from heaven. I'm pretty sure, you always ask God not to put too much burden on us or that whenever we're in doubt, hurt or scared you and God hug us to ease the pain.
Don't worry mom, you can be proud of your children. Though, we're not together coz of our line of work, we always see to it that we're always be there for everyone whenever one of us has a problem. We always take care of tatay too, always understand and consider his feelings especially that he's too old now.
Don't worry mom, I'm not a crying baby anymore. Though, I cried at times, I become more and more brave to face challenges in life because you taught me how.
I miss you and I always love you, nanay.
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