Friday, October 17, 2008

Finally....

17 Oct 2008
9:30 p.m.

Nin Hao!
Finally…. I got the courage to publish what's in my mind.This is my very long time great wish since I was in high school…. That is to become a writer. Who cares??? Even if nobody wants to read my writings, even if nobody cares, who cares as long as I'm gonna fulfill one of my greatest dream. (ha-ha-ha). But there's one greatest wish that I wish it to happen. That is…… my greatest crush Wu Chun and Atom Araullo would visit my blog and make a comment on this (Wow). What do you think, huh? Nevertheless, this is enough, to be able to write what's on my mind and my heart is really a big success for me.

C'mon, guys. Bear with me. Does it sound overboard? This is me. And this is my first time to voice out my feelings, (whew!) Whatta great feeling! Wanting to know the real me. The reality inside my closet, he-he-he.Dyan dyarararan…

I am inviting you to join me with my melodramatic life, laugh with me, cry with me, fight with me and work hard with me.

Finally…after a long time, even nobody wants to listen what's inside me, I know someday, somehow there's someone out there who's gonna have an interest to get to know my real feelings. I am still waiting for that wonderful moment to happen…that there's someone who will never get tired to give me support, to listen to all my crazy thoughts, impossible ideas, radical opinions. Although, he will disagree but still he will try to understand.

Finally…after a long time, I become the real me. Though, my friends knew me that I am always brave and they even thought me that I have a cold heart with no emotions at all. They even thought me a Big brother, Ge, Pare or Kuya. Hey, do I look like a guy or a gay? Ewwww, guys, I'm 100% a lady (A-ha). Hey, I think my friends will never ever think that I can write my sentiments through this. (Ha-ha-ha!)

And finally, time for me to sign out. Till then, guys. Just wait for my upcoming small things to reveal from my messy closet. Gudnyt. Mwaaaaahhhh!!!

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