my hinanakit bukid overseas

1. There were so many questions that are still left unanswered… messages that are left unreplied… feelings that are left unrealized…
2. What I am really afraid of is that I would wake up one morning and find out that I don't really know you at all.
3. The exciting part of being in love is when he catches you when you fall but the painful part of it is when he watches you while you fall.
4. We have lots of differences … I drink hard liquor and you don't. I love fashion clothes, bags and shoes and you like simple shirts and jeans from ukay-ukay. I like adong and chok nut and yet you don't even know that kind of food. I like to spend my free time watching dvd's and browsing the internet while you love talking with people. My circle of friends is different with yours. I like love songs while you like to listen to loud music. You have no time for love while I am giving my time to you. We have different freq. I went to different places just for fun and pleasure; you went to all different places with reasons. You help and serve the people a lot and I ignore them. I always find free time to send you messages and you sometimes forgot to reply. I always say what I want to say; I don't know what's on your mind. I don't know if I'm just being paranoid but do you care?
5. Just a brief question, did you ever know that I was hurting when you intentionally or unintentionally ignored my messages?
6. Well, to tell you honestly, I don't like this feeling anymore. I hate this feeling and I hate to love you. This is some kinda OA feeling. Maybe I'll start learning to let you go. I just hope there is a school for letting go of this hateful feeling.
7. I have this crazy idea, maybe I could call Clark Kent to activate his x-ray vision to this emotionally unavailable guy and check out what's inside his heart and mind. Oh, I don't think so; maybe they could compare notes for being emotionally unavailable.